hi
i’m trying to activated this acount again but..
haaaah,.. so hard XD
have a bad day!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
bad day~~~
bad day~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
aaaaaaaaargh!!!!!!!!!!!
FANFIC- KEEP THE FAITH
Hei hei!!
im back again,, hehe
and sorry this time i write it on English ^^
this fanfic i take from the comic with title GARDEN GHOST i forgot who is the author but the story is so good ^^
and if you see the name of the player “DEE” that is my imouto,
i hope you already read her fanfic ^^
coz im the player there ^^
saa.. i hope you enjoy to read this ^^
sorry if my english is bad..
sankyuuu!!!!!!!!
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KEEP THE FAITH
My father was moved to a little town, where I can see sea.
This is the first time for me to Moving school and I hate it so much.
I have no friend yet, besides this town is not a big town. I think I will not enjoy this place…
***
“Ugh! Even if I clean this all over and over again it still dirty!! That’s why I hate old house!” my mother said.
“Kai..! Kai! Where are you going..? Help me here..!”
“Hey, its okay, I’ll help you here. This place is look like a heaven for boys” my father said.
Huff. I run away. I won’t help my mother, she hysteric because she can’t live in the small town like this.
My name is KAI YUTAKA,
The house where we live now was my grandmother’s house, the house where my father grows up. My grandmother was passed away so we can live here.
That’s why only my father who enjoys this place, me and my mother wanted to go back to our big town coz I have so many friends.
Today I want to go to that hill with my bicycle, the hill is so awesome. It’s near the beach with a cape.
“hosh, hosh, finally I can go here.. I think its close but now I realize the place is far…”
I looking around, and my eyes see a girl at the cape and I go to see her.
Before I get close to her, she turns her body and look at me.
“Kai?”
Eh? She knew my name?
“Eh? Why you know my name? I just moved to this town in these 3 days, I just moved school, even my classmate don’t know my name…”
“I keep the faith. I believe, if I wait you here we will meet again, you will come and see me…” she started to cry
“ee..ee..dont cry, maybe the Kai you mean is another Kai, not me..”
“Come here…” She takes my hand
“e..’here’? Where??”
“To my house in the top of that hill… Come on..!”
“Ah..!”
She forces me to follow her to the top of hill.
Oh my god! Maybe it’s better for me to refuse…
“Here it is~” she said
Hm? A house? It’s a good house, two floors with European style…
“Come …” she said
I look around all I can see is a mess. The garden is so dirty its look like no one keeps it clean. This house also ugly and so old. I find many windows are broken, the paint also broken, so ugly…
Eh, what is this?? Why I feel like I have been here before?
And at that time… I was with her too…
No… It can’t be…
It must be just my faith…
“Heeiii…heeiii… where are you little girl?? Why do you hide?? You are the one who force me to go here right?? Now why you disappear?? Heeeiii…!”
DAMN! She’s gone… where is she??
***
“What are you talking about? You were born and grow up in Tokyo! Yes it’s right you’ve been here last time when grandma still live but you were still a baby at that time…umm if I not wrong, grandma passed away when you were 2 years… so its impossible if you have a memory about this town…”
My mother answer like that when I asking her why I have a memory about this town…
“If it’s like that so I never go to the old house with European style at the top of that hill right mom?”
“Hmm… if you feel like you ever go there that’s a mystery… because this is the first time you go here when you are not a baby anymore…”
“ehehehe… yes you’re right mom..”
Hmm, so it’s just my faith…
“So come on lets eat now, I want to clean up the plate!”
“Where’s dad, mom?”
“Your dad says he will come home late because of his work… and later he will more busy, because in this town will be build a hotel… come on, if you already finish now do your home work!”
“Okay… okay…”
And I go to my room and working at my home work.
It’s so weird, that girl, she must be wrong about me,
She maybe thought me someone she knows…
But…
Why does she disappear??
So suddenly,
***
Until Tomorrow I still remember her, after school I go to her house anymore…
I don’t know why but my foot takes me there.
“Excuse me…”
No answer.
Its weird, she said she live here, but where is she now?
“Excuse me…”
I come to the house.
“Come in Kai, I have waiting for you, I just make apple juice… You like it right?”
“Eh??” I look round
“Why?”
Emm,,nothing, its just.. I don’t expect inside the house is so good…”
“Come, sit down. Let’s we drink this juice together, just as like that time…”
“That time?”
I’m so confuse, she don’t answer my question, she just smile…
“Come on, drink the juice…” she said
And if its not only my faith, she looks like more older than yesterday, yesterday she looks like my age, and then today she looks like a junior high school girl.
Eh…
This feeling anymore, when she told me to drink my juice…
I think I have heard it before…
This sun light in the afternoon, I think I have felt this before…
And,
I think I know her name…
“I…no, I… its impossible if I ever felt like this before and I think I know your name… I don’t know why… can you please tell me??” I am asking her.
“No, I can’t tell you, you the one who have to remember me… you have to do that without my help, please remember about me…”
“I DON’T KNOW YOU! I JUST MOVE TO THIS TOWN!! IT’S IMPOSIBLE FOR ME TO KNOW YOU!!” I yell at her, she looks like so surprised
I’m so confuse, I running from that house…
What I have to remember? It’s impossible I can know her…
But, what about these weird feelings every time I get close to her?
I shouldn’t have to think about it…
Yes, all I have to do is just forget her!
***
Even I said that, but everywhere I go I still remember her, I never can get her out of my head…
“Kai,,, Kai! Don’t just watching TV… Do your homework…”
“Im already do it mom…”
“Ooh, okay good boy! Emm… dad, you already can build the hotel right?”
“Yes, maybe tomorrow we will destroy the house at the top of that hill…” my father said
“The top of that hill? Near the cape??” I ask
“Yes, we will destroy the house and will build a hotel, why?
“But dad, a girl lives there…”
“What are you talking about? That house is empty, it’s been a long time…”
“It’s impossible, there is a girl like my age!!”
“Kai, you know I will not destroy a house if someone lives there right?”
“Yes dad…”
“I live here till I’m on senior high school. There, in that house only an old woman and she died 10 years ago…”
“What about that girl?”
“Maybe her house near there…”
“Dad, you say you were here till you on senior high school right? So you must know about that house…”
“Yes, when I was a kid, I often play at that house with the other boy…at that time, that house was known by ‘ghost house’, I ever meet the old woman also…of course at that time she is a beautiful girl, even I just a little boy at that time but I know she is beautiful..”
“People says that she lost her beloved fiancé at war, and then since that time she live in that house alone, she is a daughter of a bank owner but she have a weak body, to recovered her, that house build there…and I often see them walking toward the cape, just like an art..”
“Them?” I ask
“people says, the man who walking together with her is someone close to her since her was a little girl, and maybe he is her fiancé who dead at war”
“Hey, its already late night, come on sleep tomorrow you have to go to school ne Kai…” my mom said.
Even I have asking dad about that house and the history, but I still can’t understand about what I feel to that girl… and tomorrow the house will be destroy.
When I sleep, in my dream I hear her calling me,
“Please remember, I don’t have much time anymore”
”I don’t have time…”
***
I can’t forget her, so I come to that house again…
I have to prove and know about her, why I have memories about her…
And also about this house…
Yes, a memory, not faith…
But I still can’t understand why I have it…
“Hey…!! Are you here?? Answer me!!” I yell inside the house
“Kai…”
I turn my body, she is on the stair. Her face today…its look like more older than yesterday, and she looks like a senior high school student, and she looks like sad.
“I don’t have time, this house will be destroyed, and when it’s done I can’t see you again…”
“But…but, I will tell everyone that you live here…”
“No, you can’t… coz no one can see me except you…”
“Come on! Right here…!!! Move! Move!”
Oh no! They come, they will destroy this house in a minute!
“Follow me, take my hand…” she said
I take her hand, and the memories come…
***
Zaaaaaaaaaas….zaaaaaaaaas…..
I can hear the sea shore
“No! I won’t allow you to go, why you must go for war??”
“I’ll be back…I promise, I’ll back to you later…”
“And I will wait you right here, at this cape…until you back to me, at this cape…”
And he hug me, he looks like don’t want to go from me…
“Dee…”
“Dee…it’s not good for your health to stay here, the wind can make you sick…” my mother said
“Its okay mom, I want to wait Kai…”
Because I only can do this, wait him back to me…
Suddenly I feel like world turn to black and I can’t feel anything again…
“Huh! You go to that cape everyday! Oh my, 39 degree…listen to me Dee, you can’t go there anymore before your body strong again okay…” my mother said
“But Kai…”
‘Even Kai is back, he will sad if see you like this…”
“mmmm…”
‘Just go to sleep again…”
And my mother close my room door
“its so sad, I hope this isn’t at war time…they always together, since they were kid and finally they engaged last spring…when she was 17 years old. But why Kai must go for war??”
“ma’am..!”
“Yes, what is it?”
“It’s a letter from Kai’s family…”
“Oh my… Kai dead at war…”
“ma’am…”
“Don’t tell this to Dee, if she knows this…”
***
I know it’s still late, but I open my eyes and I see a shadow near my bed.
“Kai…”
He keeps in the silence
“You’re Kai right??”
I open my eyes wider…
“As my promise, I back to you…”
“Really?! It’s really you Kai!! It’s not just a dream right??!!”
I hug him
“Yes, it’s me Dee…”
“But, why your hands are so cold? Your face…your face is so pale…what happen to you Kai?”
“I have to go now Dee, I can’t stay with you…I can’t make you happy anymore…”
“Kai…why? You already back right??”
I start to cry
“I promise I will be born again and I’ll be back to you…”
“Kai…”
“Dee…”
“If we can’t meet when am still alive, I’ll be born again, Kai…I’ll wait for you…”
”Dee…”
“I promise Kai, I’ll wait for you…”
“I’ll reborn…”
***
“I’ll reborn…I promise…”
“Dee~~!”
“Dee… I remember you Dee…”
And suddenly my sights turn black…
Brrrrrrm,,,,grek grek grek,,,,
I can hear the destroyer machines, which are the last thing I hear…
“Hey! Stop! There’s a boy here!”
”what??”
“A boy…! hey kid! Can you hear me?? Hey!”
***
After that, am sick and in my dream I always call her name…
And time goes on…
“Mom! I’m going now…!”
“Kai!! There’s nothing left right?”
“Nothing mom…and don’t treat me like a kid again, I’m already senior high school ne…”
And I go to school with my bike…
Now at the top of hill, there is a hotel that builds by my father…
So, it’s my turn to waiting for you Dee, now I’m already senior high school student, even many girls want me to be their boyfriend but I reject them, I told them that I already have fiancé…
Finally school today is finish, I can go back home now but as usual I go to the cape first…
And here I now, at the cape remember about you Dee, but…
Hey who’s there?
I see a girl was in this cape too…
I go to see her, and when she turns around I’m so surprised!
“Hey, what are you doing here?” I ask her
“Nothing just my foot, a little scar there…so hurt…” she answers
“Come, ride to my bike, I’ll take you home Dee…”
“eeeh!!!! Wh..why you know my name?? I just move to this town 3 days ago…”
“I’m Kai,..Kai Yutaka…come, I’ll take you home…”
ee..okay…”
And then she rides on my bike…
She looks like confused, I have felt like that before…
“eeh, Kai…how do you know my name??”
She asking me
“You want to know?”
“Un!” she nods her head
“Okay, I’ll tell you…it does begin when I’m moving to this town…”
~OWARI~
My father was moved to a little town, where I can see sea.
This is the first time for me to Moving school and I hate it so much.
I have no friend yet, besides this town is not a big town. I think I will not enjoy this place…
***
“Ugh! Even if I clean this all over and over again it still dirty!! That’s why I hate old house!” my mother said.
“Kai..! Kai! Where are you going..? Help me here..!”
“Hey, its okay, I’ll help you here. This place is look like a heaven for boys” my father said.
Huff. I run away. I won’t help my mother, she hysteric because she can’t live in the small town like this.
My name is KAI YUTAKA,
The house where we live now was my grandmother’s house, the house where my father grows up. My grandmother was passed away so we can live here.
That’s why only my father who enjoys this place, me and my mother wanted to go back to our big town coz I have so many friends.
Today I want to go to that hill with my bicycle, the hill is so awesome. It’s near the beach with a cape.
“hosh, hosh, finally I can go here.. I think its close but now I realize the place is far…”
I looking around, and my eyes see a girl at the cape and I go to see her.
Before I get close to her, she turns her body and look at me.
“Kai?”
Eh? She knew my name?
“Eh? Why you know my name? I just moved to this town in these 3 days, I just moved school, even my classmate don’t know my name…”
“I keep the faith. I believe, if I wait you here we will meet again, you will come and see me…” she started to cry
“ee..ee..dont cry, maybe the Kai you mean is another Kai, not me..”
“Come here…” She takes my hand
“e..’here’? Where??”
“To my house in the top of that hill… Come on..!”
“Ah..!”
She forces me to follow her to the top of hill.
Oh my god! Maybe it’s better for me to refuse…
“Here it is~” she said
Hm? A house? It’s a good house, two floors with European style…
“Come …” she said
I look around all I can see is a mess. The garden is so dirty its look like no one keeps it clean. This house also ugly and so old. I find many windows are broken, the paint also broken, so ugly…
Eh, what is this?? Why I feel like I have been here before?
And at that time… I was with her too…
No… It can’t be…
It must be just my faith…
“Heeiii…heeiii… where are you little girl?? Why do you hide?? You are the one who force me to go here right?? Now why you disappear?? Heeeiii…!”
DAMN! She’s gone… where is she??
***
“What are you talking about? You were born and grow up in Tokyo! Yes it’s right you’ve been here last time when grandma still live but you were still a baby at that time…umm if I not wrong, grandma passed away when you were 2 years… so its impossible if you have a memory about this town…”
My mother answer like that when I asking her why I have a memory about this town…
“If it’s like that so I never go to the old house with European style at the top of that hill right mom?”
“Hmm… if you feel like you ever go there that’s a mystery… because this is the first time you go here when you are not a baby anymore…”
“ehehehe… yes you’re right mom..”
Hmm, so it’s just my faith…
“So come on lets eat now, I want to clean up the plate!”
“Where’s dad, mom?”
“Your dad says he will come home late because of his work… and later he will more busy, because in this town will be build a hotel… come on, if you already finish now do your home work!”
“Okay… okay…”
And I go to my room and working at my home work.
It’s so weird, that girl, she must be wrong about me,
She maybe thought me someone she knows…
But…
Why does she disappear??
So suddenly,
***
Until Tomorrow I still remember her, after school I go to her house anymore…
I don’t know why but my foot takes me there.
“Excuse me…”
No answer.
Its weird, she said she live here, but where is she now?
“Excuse me…”
I come to the house.
“Come in Kai, I have waiting for you, I just make apple juice… You like it right?”
“Eh??” I look round
“Why?”
Emm,,nothing, its just.. I don’t expect inside the house is so good…”
“Come, sit down. Let’s we drink this juice together, just as like that time…”
“That time?”
I’m so confuse, she don’t answer my question, she just smile…
“Come on, drink the juice…” she said
And if its not only my faith, she looks like more older than yesterday, yesterday she looks like my age, and then today she looks like a junior high school girl.
Eh…
This feeling anymore, when she told me to drink my juice…
I think I have heard it before…
This sun light in the afternoon, I think I have felt this before…
And,
I think I know her name…
“I…no, I… its impossible if I ever felt like this before and I think I know your name… I don’t know why… can you please tell me??” I am asking her.
“No, I can’t tell you, you the one who have to remember me… you have to do that without my help, please remember about me…”
“I DON’T KNOW YOU! I JUST MOVE TO THIS TOWN!! IT’S IMPOSIBLE FOR ME TO KNOW YOU!!” I yell at her, she looks like so surprised
I’m so confuse, I running from that house…
What I have to remember? It’s impossible I can know her…
But, what about these weird feelings every time I get close to her?
I shouldn’t have to think about it…
Yes, all I have to do is just forget her!
***
Even I said that, but everywhere I go I still remember her, I never can get her out of my head…
“Kai,,, Kai! Don’t just watching TV… Do your homework…”
“Im already do it mom…”
“Ooh, okay good boy! Emm… dad, you already can build the hotel right?”
“Yes, maybe tomorrow we will destroy the house at the top of that hill…” my father said
“The top of that hill? Near the cape??” I ask
“Yes, we will destroy the house and will build a hotel, why?
“But dad, a girl lives there…”
“What are you talking about? That house is empty, it’s been a long time…”
“It’s impossible, there is a girl like my age!!”
“Kai, you know I will not destroy a house if someone lives there right?”
“Yes dad…”
“I live here till I’m on senior high school. There, in that house only an old woman and she died 10 years ago…”
“What about that girl?”
“Maybe her house near there…”
“Dad, you say you were here till you on senior high school right? So you must know about that house…”
“Yes, when I was a kid, I often play at that house with the other boy…at that time, that house was known by ‘ghost house’, I ever meet the old woman also…of course at that time she is a beautiful girl, even I just a little boy at that time but I know she is beautiful..”
“People says that she lost her beloved fiancé at war, and then since that time she live in that house alone, she is a daughter of a bank owner but she have a weak body, to recovered her, that house build there…and I often see them walking toward the cape, just like an art..”
“Them?” I ask
“people says, the man who walking together with her is someone close to her since her was a little girl, and maybe he is her fiancé who dead at war”
“Hey, its already late night, come on sleep tomorrow you have to go to school ne Kai…” my mom said.
Even I have asking dad about that house and the history, but I still can’t understand about what I feel to that girl… and tomorrow the house will be destroy.
When I sleep, in my dream I hear her calling me,
“Please remember, I don’t have much time anymore”
”I don’t have time…”
***
I can’t forget her, so I come to that house again…
I have to prove and know about her, why I have memories about her…
And also about this house…
Yes, a memory, not faith…
But I still can’t understand why I have it…
“Hey…!! Are you here?? Answer me!!” I yell inside the house
“Kai…”
I turn my body, she is on the stair. Her face today…its look like more older than yesterday, and she looks like a senior high school student, and she looks like sad.
“I don’t have time, this house will be destroyed, and when it’s done I can’t see you again…”
“But…but, I will tell everyone that you live here…”
“No, you can’t… coz no one can see me except you…”
“Come on! Right here…!!! Move! Move!”
Oh no! They come, they will destroy this house in a minute!
“Follow me, take my hand…” she said
I take her hand, and the memories come…
***
Zaaaaaaaaaas….zaaaaaaaaas…..
I can hear the sea shore
“No! I won’t allow you to go, why you must go for war??”
“I’ll be back…I promise, I’ll back to you later…”
“And I will wait you right here, at this cape…until you back to me, at this cape…”
And he hug me, he looks like don’t want to go from me…
“Dee…”
“Dee…it’s not good for your health to stay here, the wind can make you sick…” my mother said
“Its okay mom, I want to wait Kai…”
Because I only can do this, wait him back to me…
Suddenly I feel like world turn to black and I can’t feel anything again…
“Huh! You go to that cape everyday! Oh my, 39 degree…listen to me Dee, you can’t go there anymore before your body strong again okay…” my mother said
“But Kai…”
‘Even Kai is back, he will sad if see you like this…”
“mmmm…”
‘Just go to sleep again…”
And my mother close my room door
“its so sad, I hope this isn’t at war time…they always together, since they were kid and finally they engaged last spring…when she was 17 years old. But why Kai must go for war??”
“ma’am..!”
“Yes, what is it?”
“It’s a letter from Kai’s family…”
“Oh my… Kai dead at war…”
“ma’am…”
“Don’t tell this to Dee, if she knows this…”
***
I know it’s still late, but I open my eyes and I see a shadow near my bed.
“Kai…”
He keeps in the silence
“You’re Kai right??”
I open my eyes wider…
“As my promise, I back to you…”
“Really?! It’s really you Kai!! It’s not just a dream right??!!”
I hug him
“Yes, it’s me Dee…”
“But, why your hands are so cold? Your face…your face is so pale…what happen to you Kai?”
“I have to go now Dee, I can’t stay with you…I can’t make you happy anymore…”
“Kai…why? You already back right??”
I start to cry
“I promise I will be born again and I’ll be back to you…”
“Kai…”
“Dee…”
“If we can’t meet when am still alive, I’ll be born again, Kai…I’ll wait for you…”
”Dee…”
“I promise Kai, I’ll wait for you…”
“I’ll reborn…”
***
“I’ll reborn…I promise…”
“Dee~~!”
“Dee… I remember you Dee…”
And suddenly my sights turn black…
Brrrrrrm,,,,grek grek grek,,,,
I can hear the destroyer machines, which are the last thing I hear…
“Hey! Stop! There’s a boy here!”
”what??”
“A boy…! hey kid! Can you hear me?? Hey!”
***
After that, am sick and in my dream I always call her name…
And time goes on…
“Mom! I’m going now…!”
“Kai!! There’s nothing left right?”
“Nothing mom…and don’t treat me like a kid again, I’m already senior high school ne…”
And I go to school with my bike…
Now at the top of hill, there is a hotel that builds by my father…
So, it’s my turn to waiting for you Dee, now I’m already senior high school student, even many girls want me to be their boyfriend but I reject them, I told them that I already have fiancé…
Finally school today is finish, I can go back home now but as usual I go to the cape first…
And here I now, at the cape remember about you Dee, but…
Hey who’s there?
I see a girl was in this cape too…
I go to see her, and when she turns around I’m so surprised!
“Hey, what are you doing here?” I ask her
“Nothing just my foot, a little scar there…so hurt…” she answers
“Come, ride to my bike, I’ll take you home Dee…”
“eeeh!!!! Wh..why you know my name?? I just move to this town 3 days ago…”
“I’m Kai,..Kai Yutaka…come, I’ll take you home…”
ee..okay…”
And then she rides on my bike…
She looks like confused, I have felt like that before…
“eeh, Kai…how do you know my name??”
She asking me
“You want to know?”
“Un!” she nods her head
“Okay, I’ll tell you…it does begin when I’m moving to this town…”
~OWARI~
My father was moved to a little town, where I can see sea.
This is the first time for me to Moving school and I hate it so much.
I have no friend yet, besides this town is not a big town. I think I will not enjoy this place…
***
“Ugh! Even if I clean this all over and over again it still dirty!! That’s why I hate old house!” my mother said.
“Kai..! Kai! Where are you going..? Help me here..!”
“Hey, its okay, I’ll help you here. This place is look like a heaven for boys” my father said.
Huff. I run away. I won’t help my mother, she hysteric because she can’t live in the small town like this.
My name is KAI YUTAKA,
The house where we live now was my grandmother’s house, the house where my father grows up. My grandmother was passed away so we can live here.
That’s why only my father who enjoys this place, me and my mother wanted to go back to our big town coz I have so many friends.
Today I want to go to that hill with my bicycle, the hill is so awesome. It’s near the beach with a cape.
“hosh, hosh, finally I can go here.. I think its close but now I realize the place is far…”
I looking around, and my eyes see a girl at the cape and I go to see her.
Before I get close to her, she turns her body and look at me.
“Kai?”
Eh? She knew my name?
“Eh? Why you know my name? I just moved to this town in these 3 days, I just moved school, even my classmate don’t know my name…”
“I keep the faith. I believe, if I wait you here we will meet again, you will come and see me…” she started to cry
“ee..ee..dont cry, maybe the Kai you mean is another Kai, not me..”
“Come here…” She takes my hand
“e..’here’? Where??”
“To my house in the top of that hill… Come on..!”
“Ah..!”
She forces me to follow her to the top of hill.
Oh my god! Maybe it’s better for me to refuse…
“Here it is~” she said
Hm? A house? It’s a good house, two floors with European style…
“Come …” she said
I look around all I can see is a mess. The garden is so dirty its look like no one keeps it clean. This house also ugly and so old. I find many windows are broken, the paint also broken, so ugly…
Eh, what is this?? Why I feel like I have been here before?
And at that time… I was with her too…
No… It can’t be…
It must be just my faith…
“Heeiii…heeiii… where are you little girl?? Why do you hide?? You are the one who force me to go here right?? Now why you disappear?? Heeeiii…!”
DAMN! She’s gone… where is she??
***
“What are you talking about? You were born and grow up in Tokyo! Yes it’s right you’ve been here last time when grandma still live but you were still a baby at that time…umm if I not wrong, grandma passed away when you were 2 years… so its impossible if you have a memory about this town…”
My mother answer like that when I asking her why I have a memory about this town…
“If it’s like that so I never go to the old house with European style at the top of that hill right mom?”
“Hmm… if you feel like you ever go there that’s a mystery… because this is the first time you go here when you are not a baby anymore…”
“ehehehe… yes you’re right mom..”
Hmm, so it’s just my faith…
“So come on lets eat now, I want to clean up the plate!”
“Where’s dad, mom?”
“Your dad says he will come home late because of his work… and later he will more busy, because in this town will be build a hotel… come on, if you already finish now do your home work!”
“Okay… okay…”
And I go to my room and working at my home work.
It’s so weird, that girl, she must be wrong about me,
She maybe thought me someone she knows…
But…
Why does she disappear??
So suddenly,
***
Until Tomorrow I still remember her, after school I go to her house anymore…
I don’t know why but my foot takes me there.
“Excuse me…”
No answer.
Its weird, she said she live here, but where is she now?
“Excuse me…”
I come to the house.
“Come in Kai, I have waiting for you, I just make apple juice… You like it right?”
“Eh??” I look round
“Why?”
Emm,,nothing, its just.. I don’t expect inside the house is so good…”
“Come, sit down. Let’s we drink this juice together, just as like that time…”
“That time?”
I’m so confuse, she don’t answer my question, she just smile…
“Come on, drink the juice…” she said
And if its not only my faith, she looks like more older than yesterday, yesterday she looks like my age, and then today she looks like a junior high school girl.
Eh…
This feeling anymore, when she told me to drink my juice…
I think I have heard it before…
This sun light in the afternoon, I think I have felt this before…
And,
I think I know her name…
“I…no, I… its impossible if I ever felt like this before and I think I know your name… I don’t know why… can you please tell me??” I am asking her.
“No, I can’t tell you, you the one who have to remember me… you have to do that without my help, please remember about me…”
“I DON’T KNOW YOU! I JUST MOVE TO THIS TOWN!! IT’S IMPOSIBLE FOR ME TO KNOW YOU!!” I yell at her, she looks like so surprised
I’m so confuse, I running from that house…
What I have to remember? It’s impossible I can know her…
But, what about these weird feelings every time I get close to her?
I shouldn’t have to think about it…
Yes, all I have to do is just forget her!
***
Even I said that, but everywhere I go I still remember her, I never can get her out of my head…
“Kai,,, Kai! Don’t just watching TV… Do your homework…”
“Im already do it mom…”
“Ooh, okay good boy! Emm… dad, you already can build the hotel right?”
“Yes, maybe tomorrow we will destroy the house at the top of that hill…” my father said
“The top of that hill? Near the cape??” I ask
“Yes, we will destroy the house and will build a hotel, why?
“But dad, a girl lives there…”
“What are you talking about? That house is empty, it’s been a long time…”
“It’s impossible, there is a girl like my age!!”
“Kai, you know I will not destroy a house if someone lives there right?”
“Yes dad…”
“I live here till I’m on senior high school. There, in that house only an old woman and she died 10 years ago…”
“What about that girl?”
“Maybe her house near there…”
“Dad, you say you were here till you on senior high school right? So you must know about that house…”
“Yes, when I was a kid, I often play at that house with the other boy…at that time, that house was known by ‘ghost house’, I ever meet the old woman also…of course at that time she is a beautiful girl, even I just a little boy at that time but I know she is beautiful..”
“People says that she lost her beloved fiancé at war, and then since that time she live in that house alone, she is a daughter of a bank owner but she have a weak body, to recovered her, that house build there…and I often see them walking toward the cape, just like an art..”
“Them?” I ask
“people says, the man who walking together with her is someone close to her since her was a little girl, and maybe he is her fiancé who dead at war”
“Hey, its already late night, come on sleep tomorrow you have to go to school ne Kai…” my mom said.
Even I have asking dad about that house and the history, but I still can’t understand about what I feel to that girl… and tomorrow the house will be destroy.
When I sleep, in my dream I hear her calling me,
“Please remember, I don’t have much time anymore”
”I don’t have time…”
***
I can’t forget her, so I come to that house again…
I have to prove and know about her, why I have memories about her…
And also about this house…
Yes, a memory, not faith…
But I still can’t understand why I have it…
“Hey…!! Are you here?? Answer me!!” I yell inside the house
“Kai…”
I turn my body, she is on the stair. Her face today…its look like more older than yesterday, and she looks like a senior high school student, and she looks like sad.
“I don’t have time, this house will be destroyed, and when it’s done I can’t see you again…”
“But…but, I will tell everyone that you live here…”
“No, you can’t… coz no one can see me except you…”
“Come on! Right here…!!! Move! Move!”
Oh no! They come, they will destroy this house in a minute!
“Follow me, take my hand…” she said
I take her hand, and the memories come…
***
Zaaaaaaaaaas….zaaaaaaaaas…..
I can hear the sea shore
“No! I won’t allow you to go, why you must go for war??”
“I’ll be back…I promise, I’ll back to you later…”
“And I will wait you right here, at this cape…until you back to me, at this cape…”
And he hug me, he looks like don’t want to go from me…
“Dee…”
“Dee…it’s not good for your health to stay here, the wind can make you sick…” my mother said
“Its okay mom, I want to wait Kai…”
Because I only can do this, wait him back to me…
Suddenly I feel like world turn to black and I can’t feel anything again…
“Huh! You go to that cape everyday! Oh my, 39 degree…listen to me Dee, you can’t go there anymore before your body strong again okay…” my mother said
“But Kai…”
‘Even Kai is back, he will sad if see you like this…”
“mmmm…”
‘Just go to sleep again…”
And my mother close my room door
“its so sad, I hope this isn’t at war time…they always together, since they were kid and finally they engaged last spring…when she was 17 years old. But why Kai must go for war??”
“ma’am..!”
“Yes, what is it?”
“It’s a letter from Kai’s family…”
“Oh my… Kai dead at war…”
“ma’am…”
“Don’t tell this to Dee, if she knows this…”
***
I know it’s still late, but I open my eyes and I see a shadow near my bed.
“Kai…”
He keeps in the silence
“You’re Kai right??”
I open my eyes wider…
“As my promise, I back to you…”
“Really?! It’s really you Kai!! It’s not just a dream right??!!”
I hug him
“Yes, it’s me Dee…”
“But, why your hands are so cold? Your face…your face is so pale…what happen to you Kai?”
“I have to go now Dee, I can’t stay with you…I can’t make you happy anymore…”
“Kai…why? You already back right??”
I start to cry
“I promise I will be born again and I’ll be back to you…”
“Kai…”
“Dee…”
“If we can’t meet when am still alive, I’ll be born again, Kai…I’ll wait for you…”
”Dee…”
“I promise Kai, I’ll wait for you…”
“I’ll reborn…”
***
“I’ll reborn…I promise…”
“Dee~~!”
“Dee… I remember you Dee…”
And suddenly my sights turn black…
Brrrrrrm,,,,grek grek grek,,,,
I can hear the destroyer machines, which are the last thing I hear…
“Hey! Stop! There’s a boy here!”
”what??”
“A boy…! hey kid! Can you hear me?? Hey!”
***
After that, am sick and in my dream I always call her name…
And time goes on…
“Mom! I’m going now…!”
“Kai!! There’s nothing left right?”
“Nothing mom…and don’t treat me like a kid again, I’m already senior high school ne…”
And I go to school with my bike…
Now at the top of hill, there is a hotel that builds by my father…
So, it’s my turn to waiting for you Dee, now I’m already senior high school student, even many girls want me to be their boyfriend but I reject them, I told them that I already have fiancé…
Finally school today is finish, I can go back home now but as usual I go to the cape first…
And here I now, at the cape remember about you Dee, but…
Hey who’s there?
I see a girl was in this cape too…
I go to see her, and when she turns around I’m so surprised!
“Hey, what are you doing here?” I ask her
“Nothing just my foot, a little scar there…so hurt…” she answers
“Come, ride to my bike, I’ll take you home Dee…”
“eeeh!!!! Wh..why you know my name?? I just move to this town 3 days ago…”
“I’m Kai,..Kai Yutaka…come, I’ll take you home…”
ee..okay…”
And then she rides on my bike…
She looks like confused, I have felt like that before…
“eeh, Kai…how do you know my name??”
She asking me
“You want to know?”
“Un!” she nods her head
“Okay, I’ll tell you…it does begin when I’m moving to this town…”
~OWARI~
My father was moved to a little town, where I can see sea.
This is the first time for me to Moving school and I hate it so much.
I have no friend yet, besides this town is not a big town. I think I will not enjoy this place…
***
“Ugh! Even if I clean this all over and over again it still dirty!! That’s why I hate old house!” my mother said.
“Kai..! Kai! Where are you going..? Help me here..!”
“Hey, its okay, I’ll help you here. This place is look like a heaven for boys” my father said.
Huff. I run away. I won’t help my mother, she hysteric because she can’t live in the small town like this.
My name is KAI YUTAKA,
The house where we live now was my grandmother’s house, the house where my father grows up. My grandmother was passed away so we can live here.
That’s why only my father who enjoys this place, me and my mother wanted to go back to our big town coz I have so many friends.
Today I want to go to that hill with my bicycle, the hill is so awesome. It’s near the beach with a cape.
“hosh, hosh, finally I can go here.. I think its close but now I realize the place is far…”
I looking around, and my eyes see a girl at the cape and I go to see her.
Before I get close to her, she turns her body and look at me.
“Kai?”
Eh? She knew my name?
“Eh? Why you know my name? I just moved to this town in these 3 days, I just moved school, even my classmate don’t know my name…”
“I keep the faith. I believe, if I wait you here we will meet again, you will come and see me…” she started to cry
“ee..ee..dont cry, maybe the Kai you mean is another Kai, not me..”
“Come here…” She takes my hand
“e..’here’? Where??”
“To my house in the top of that hill… Come on..!”
“Ah..!”
She forces me to follow her to the top of hill.
Oh my god! Maybe it’s better for me to refuse…
“Here it is~” she said
Hm? A house? It’s a good house, two floors with European style…
“Come …” she said
I look around all I can see is a mess. The garden is so dirty its look like no one keeps it clean. This house also ugly and so old. I find many windows are broken, the paint also broken, so ugly…
Eh, what is this?? Why I feel like I have been here before?
And at that time… I was with her too…
No… It can’t be…
It must be just my faith…
“Heeiii…heeiii… where are you little girl?? Why do you hide?? You are the one who force me to go here right?? Now why you disappear?? Heeeiii…!”
DAMN! She’s gone… where is she??
***
“What are you talking about? You were born and grow up in Tokyo! Yes it’s right you’ve been here last time when grandma still live but you were still a baby at that time…umm if I not wrong, grandma passed away when you were 2 years… so its impossible if you have a memory about this town…”
My mother answer like that when I asking her why I have a memory about this town…
“If it’s like that so I never go to the old house with European style at the top of that hill right mom?”
“Hmm… if you feel like you ever go there that’s a mystery… because this is the first time you go here when you are not a baby anymore…”
“ehehehe… yes you’re right mom..”
Hmm, so it’s just my faith…
“So come on lets eat now, I want to clean up the plate!”
“Where’s dad, mom?”
“Your dad says he will come home late because of his work… and later he will more busy, because in this town will be build a hotel… come on, if you already finish now do your home work!”
“Okay… okay…”
And I go to my room and working at my home work.
It’s so weird, that girl, she must be wrong about me,
She maybe thought me someone she knows…
But…
Why does she disappear??
So suddenly,
***
Until Tomorrow I still remember her, after school I go to her house anymore…
I don’t know why but my foot takes me there.
“Excuse me…”
No answer.
Its weird, she said she live here, but where is she now?
“Excuse me…”
I come to the house.
“Come in Kai, I have waiting for you, I just make apple juice… You like it right?”
“Eh??” I look round
“Why?”
Emm,,nothing, its just.. I don’t expect inside the house is so good…”
“Come, sit down. Let’s we drink this juice together, just as like that time…”
“That time?”
I’m so confuse, she don’t answer my question, she just smile…
“Come on, drink the juice…” she said
And if its not only my faith, she looks like more older than yesterday, yesterday she looks like my age, and then today she looks like a junior high school girl.
Eh…
This feeling anymore, when she told me to drink my juice…
I think I have heard it before…
This sun light in the afternoon, I think I have felt this before…
And,
I think I know her name…
“I…no, I… its impossible if I ever felt like this before and I think I know your name… I don’t know why… can you please tell me??” I am asking her.
“No, I can’t tell you, you the one who have to remember me… you have to do that without my help, please remember about me…”
“I DON’T KNOW YOU! I JUST MOVE TO THIS TOWN!! IT’S IMPOSIBLE FOR ME TO KNOW YOU!!” I yell at her, she looks like so surprised
I’m so confuse, I running from that house…
What I have to remember? It’s impossible I can know her…
But, what about these weird feelings every time I get close to her?
I shouldn’t have to think about it…
Yes, all I have to do is just forget her!
***
Even I said that, but everywhere I go I still remember her, I never can get her out of my head…
“Kai,,, Kai! Don’t just watching TV… Do your homework…”
“Im already do it mom…”
“Ooh, okay good boy! Emm… dad, you already can build the hotel right?”
“Yes, maybe tomorrow we will destroy the house at the top of that hill…” my father said
“The top of that hill? Near the cape??” I ask
“Yes, we will destroy the house and will build a hotel, why?
“But dad, a girl lives there…”
“What are you talking about? That house is empty, it’s been a long time…”
“It’s impossible, there is a girl like my age!!”
“Kai, you know I will not destroy a house if someone lives there right?”
“Yes dad…”
“I live here till I’m on senior high school. There, in that house only an old woman and she died 10 years ago…”
“What about that girl?”
“Maybe her house near there…”
“Dad, you say you were here till you on senior high school right? So you must know about that house…”
“Yes, when I was a kid, I often play at that house with the other boy…at that time, that house was known by ‘ghost house’, I ever meet the old woman also…of course at that time she is a beautiful girl, even I just a little boy at that time but I know she is beautiful..”
“People says that she lost her beloved fiancé at war, and then since that time she live in that house alone, she is a daughter of a bank owner but she have a weak body, to recovered her, that house build there…and I often see them walking toward the cape, just like an art..”
“Them?” I ask
“people says, the man who walking together with her is someone close to her since her was a little girl, and maybe he is her fiancé who dead at war”
“Hey, its already late night, come on sleep tomorrow you have to go to school ne Kai…” my mom said.
Even I have asking dad about that house and the history, but I still can’t understand about what I feel to that girl… and tomorrow the house will be destroy.
When I sleep, in my dream I hear her calling me,
“Please remember, I don’t have much time anymore”
”I don’t have time…”
***
I can’t forget her, so I come to that house again…
I have to prove and know about her, why I have memories about her…
And also about this house…
Yes, a memory, not faith…
But I still can’t understand why I have it…
“Hey…!! Are you here?? Answer me!!” I yell inside the house
“Kai…”
I turn my body, she is on the stair. Her face today…its look like more older than yesterday, and she looks like a senior high school student, and she looks like sad.
“I don’t have time, this house will be destroyed, and when it’s done I can’t see you again…”
“But…but, I will tell everyone that you live here…”
“No, you can’t… coz no one can see me except you…”
“Come on! Right here…!!! Move! Move!”
Oh no! They come, they will destroy this house in a minute!
“Follow me, take my hand…” she said
I take her hand, and the memories come…
***
Zaaaaaaaaaas….zaaaaaaaaas…..
I can hear the sea shore
“No! I won’t allow you to go, why you must go for war??”
“I’ll be back…I promise, I’ll back to you later…”
“And I will wait you right here, at this cape…until you back to me, at this cape…”
And he hug me, he looks like don’t want to go from me…
“Dee…”
“Dee…it’s not good for your health to stay here, the wind can make you sick…” my mother said
“Its okay mom, I want to wait Kai…”
Because I only can do this, wait him back to me…
Suddenly I feel like world turn to black and I can’t feel anything again…
“Huh! You go to that cape everyday! Oh my, 39 degree…listen to me Dee, you can’t go there anymore before your body strong again okay…” my mother said
“But Kai…”
‘Even Kai is back, he will sad if see you like this…”
“mmmm…”
‘Just go to sleep again…”
And my mother close my room door
“its so sad, I hope this isn’t at war time…they always together, since they were kid and finally they engaged last spring…when she was 17 years old. But why Kai must go for war??”
“ma’am..!”
“Yes, what is it?”
“It’s a letter from Kai’s family…”
“Oh my… Kai dead at war…”
“ma’am…”
“Don’t tell this to Dee, if she knows this…”
***
I know it’s still late, but I open my eyes and I see a shadow near my bed.
“Kai…”
He keeps in the silence
“You’re Kai right??”
I open my eyes wider…
“As my promise, I back to you…”
“Really?! It’s really you Kai!! It’s not just a dream right??!!”
I hug him
“Yes, it’s me Dee…”
“But, why your hands are so cold? Your face…your face is so pale…what happen to you Kai?”
“I have to go now Dee, I can’t stay with you…I can’t make you happy anymore…”
“Kai…why? You already back right??”
I start to cry
“I promise I will be born again and I’ll be back to you…”
“Kai…”
“Dee…”
“If we can’t meet when am still alive, I’ll be born again, Kai…I’ll wait for you…”
”Dee…”
“I promise Kai, I’ll wait for you…”
“I’ll reborn…”
***
“I’ll reborn…I promise…”
“Dee~~!”
“Dee… I remember you Dee…”
And suddenly my sights turn black…
Brrrrrrm,,,,grek grek grek,,,,
I can hear the destroyer machines, which are the last thing I hear…
“Hey! Stop! There’s a boy here!”
”what??”
“A boy…! hey kid! Can you hear me?? Hey!”
***
After that, am sick and in my dream I always call her name…
And time goes on…
“Mom! I’m going now…!”
“Kai!! There’s nothing left right?”
“Nothing mom…and don’t treat me like a kid again, I’m already senior high school ne…”
And I go to school with my bike…
Now at the top of hill, there is a hotel that builds by my father…
So, it’s my turn to waiting for you Dee, now I’m already senior high school student, even many girls want me to be their boyfriend but I reject them, I told them that I already have fiancé…
Finally school today is finish, I can go back home now but as usual I go to the cape first…
And here I now, at the cape remember about you Dee, but…
Hey who’s there?
I see a girl was in this cape too…
I go to see her, and when she turns around I’m so surprised!
“Hey, what are you doing here?” I ask her
“Nothing just my foot, a little scar there…so hurt…” she answers
“Come, ride to my bike, I’ll take you home Dee…”
“eeeh!!!! Wh..why you know my name?? I just move to this town 3 days ago…”
“I’m Kai,..Kai Yutaka…come, I’ll take you home…”
ee..okay…”
And then she rides on my bike…
She looks like confused, I have felt like that before…
“eeh, Kai…how do you know my name??”
She asking me
“You want to know?”
“Un!” she nods her head
“Okay, I’ll tell you…it does begin when I’m moving to this town…”
~OWARI~
KEEP THE FAITH
My father was moved to a little town, where I can see sea.
This is the first time for me to Moving school and I hate it so much.
I have no friend yet, besides this town is not a big town. I think I will not enjoy this place…
***
“Ugh! Even if I clean this all over and over again it still dirty!! That’s why I hate old house!” my mother said.
“Kai..! Kai! Where are you going..? Help me here..!”
“Hey, its okay, I’ll help you here. This place is look like a heaven for boys” my father said.
Huff. I run away. I won’t help my mother, she hysteric because she can’t live in the small town like this.
My name is KAI YUTAKA,
The house where we live now was my grandmother’s house, the house where my father grows up. My grandmother was passed away so we can live here.
That’s why only my father who enjoys this place, me and my mother wanted to go back to our big town coz I have so many friends.
Today I want to go to that hill with my bicycle, the hill is so awesome. It’s near the beach with a cape.
“hosh, hosh, finally I can go here.. I think its close but now I realize the place is far…”
I looking around, and my eyes see a girl at the cape and I go to see her.
Before I get close to her, she turns her body and look at me.
“Kai?”
Eh? She knew my name?
“Eh? Why you know my name? I just moved to this town in these 3 days, I just moved school, even my classmate don’t know my name…”
“I keep the faith. I believe, if I wait you here we will meet again, you will come and see me…” she started to cry
“ee..ee..dont cry, maybe the Kai you mean is another Kai, not me..”
“Come here…” She takes my hand
“e..’here’? Where??”
“To my house in the top of that hill… Come on..!”
“Ah..!”
She forces me to follow her to the top of hill.
Oh my god! Maybe it’s better for me to refuse…
“Here it is~” she said
Hm? A house? It’s a good house, two floors with European style…
“Come …” she said
I look around all I can see is a mess. The garden is so dirty its look like no one keeps it clean. This house also ugly and so old. I find many windows are broken, the paint also broken, so ugly…
Eh, what is this?? Why I feel like I have been here before?
And at that time… I was with her too…
No… It can’t be…
It must be just my faith…
“Heeiii…heeiii… where are you little girl?? Why do you hide?? You are the one who force me to go here right?? Now why you disappear?? Heeeiii…!”
DAMN! She’s gone… where is she??
***
“What are you talking about? You were born and grow up in Tokyo! Yes it’s right you’ve been here last time when grandma still live but you were still a baby at that time…umm if I not wrong, grandma passed away when you were 2 years… so its impossible if you have a memory about this town…”
My mother answer like that when I asking her why I have a memory about this town…
“If it’s like that so I never go to the old house with European style at the top of that hill right mom?”
“Hmm… if you feel like you ever go there that’s a mystery… because this is the first time you go here when you are not a baby anymore…”
“ehehehe… yes you’re right mom..”
Hmm, so it’s just my faith…
“So come on lets eat now, I want to clean up the plate!”
“Where’s dad, mom?”
“Your dad says he will come home late because of his work… and later he will more busy, because in this town will be build a hotel… come on, if you already finish now do your home work!”
“Okay… okay…”
And I go to my room and working at my home work.
It’s so weird, that girl, she must be wrong about me,
She maybe thought me someone she knows…
But…
Why does she disappear??
So suddenly,
***
Until Tomorrow I still remember her, after school I go to her house anymore…
I don’t know why but my foot takes me there.
“Excuse me…”
No answer.
Its weird, she said she live here, but where is she now?
“Excuse me…”
I come to the house.
“Come in Kai, I have waiting for you, I just make apple juice… You like it right?”
“Eh??” I look round
“Why?”
Emm,,nothing, its just.. I don’t expect inside the house is so good…”
“Come, sit down. Let’s we drink this juice together, just as like that time…”
“That time?”
I’m so confuse, she don’t answer my question, she just smile…
“Come on, drink the juice…” she said
And if its not only my faith, she looks like more older than yesterday, yesterday she looks like my age, and then today she looks like a junior high school girl.
Eh…
This feeling anymore, when she told me to drink my juice…
I think I have heard it before…
This sun light in the afternoon, I think I have felt this before…
And,
I think I know her name…
“I…no, I… its impossible if I ever felt like this before and I think I know your name… I don’t know why… can you please tell me??” I am asking her.
“No, I can’t tell you, you the one who have to remember me… you have to do that without my help, please remember about me…”
“I DON’T KNOW YOU! I JUST MOVE TO THIS TOWN!! IT’S IMPOSIBLE FOR ME TO KNOW YOU!!” I yell at her, she looks like so surprised
I’m so confuse, I running from that house…
What I have to remember? It’s impossible I can know her…
But, what about these weird feelings every time I get close to her?
I shouldn’t have to think about it…
Yes, all I have to do is just forget her!
***
Even I said that, but everywhere I go I still remember her, I never can get her out of my head…
“Kai,,, Kai! Don’t just watching TV… Do your homework…”
“Im already do it mom…”
“Ooh, okay good boy! Emm… dad, you already can build the hotel right?”
“Yes, maybe tomorrow we will destroy the house at the top of that hill…” my father said
“The top of that hill? Near the cape??” I ask
“Yes, we will destroy the house and will build a hotel, why?
“But dad, a girl lives there…”
“What are you talking about? That house is empty, it’s been a long time…”
“It’s impossible, there is a girl like my age!!”
“Kai, you know I will not destroy a house if someone lives there right?”
“Yes dad…”
“I live here till I’m on senior high school. There, in that house only an old woman and she died 10 years ago…”
“What about that girl?”
“Maybe her house near there…”
“Dad, you say you were here till you on senior high school right? So you must know about that house…”
“Yes, when I was a kid, I often play at that house with the other boy…at that time, that house was known by ‘ghost house’, I ever meet the old woman also…of course at that time she is a beautiful girl, even I just a little boy at that time but I know she is beautiful..”
“People says that she lost her beloved fiancé at war, and then since that time she live in that house alone, she is a daughter of a bank owner but she have a weak body, to recovered her, that house build there…and I often see them walking toward the cape, just like an art..”
“Them?” I ask
“people says, the man who walking together with her is someone close to her since her was a little girl, and maybe he is her fiancé who dead at war”
“Hey, its already late night, come on sleep tomorrow you have to go to school ne Kai…” my mom said.
Even I have asking dad about that house and the history, but I still can’t understand about what I feel to that girl… and tomorrow the house will be destroy.
When I sleep, in my dream I hear her calling me,
“Please remember, I don’t have much time anymore”
”I don’t have time…”
***
I can’t forget her, so I come to that house again…
I have to prove and know about her, why I have memories about her…
And also about this house…
Yes, a memory, not faith…
But I still can’t understand why I have it…
“Hey…!! Are you here?? Answer me!!” I yell inside the house
“Kai…”
I turn my body, she is on the stair. Her face today…its look like more older than yesterday, and she looks like a senior high school student, and she looks like sad.
“I don’t have time, this house will be destroyed, and when it’s done I can’t see you again…”
“But…but, I will tell everyone that you live here…”
“No, you can’t… coz no one can see me except you…”
“Come on! Right here…!!! Move! Move!”
Oh no! They come, they will destroy this house in a minute!
“Follow me, take my hand…” she said
I take her hand, and the memories come…
***
Zaaaaaaaaaas….zaaaaaaaaas…..
I can hear the sea shore
“No! I won’t allow you to go, why you must go for war??”
“I’ll be back…I promise, I’ll back to you later…”
“And I will wait you right here, at this cape…until you back to me, at this cape…”
And he hug me, he looks like don’t want to go from me…
“Dee…”
“Dee…it’s not good for your health to stay here, the wind can make you sick…” my mother said
“Its okay mom, I want to wait Kai…”
Because I only can do this, wait him back to me…
Suddenly I feel like world turn to black and I can’t feel anything again…
“Huh! You go to that cape everyday! Oh my, 39 degree…listen to me Dee, you can’t go there anymore before your body strong again okay…” my mother said
“But Kai…”
‘Even Kai is back, he will sad if see you like this…”
“mmmm…”
‘Just go to sleep again…”
And my mother close my room door
“its so sad, I hope this isn’t at war time…they always together, since they were kid and finally they engaged last spring…when she was 17 years old. But why Kai must go for war??”
“ma’am..!”
“Yes, what is it?”
“It’s a letter from Kai’s family…”
“Oh my… Kai dead at war…”
“ma’am…”
“Don’t tell this to Dee, if she knows this…”
***
I know it’s still late, but I open my eyes and I see a shadow near my bed.
“Kai…”
He keeps in the silence
“You’re Kai right??”
I open my eyes wider…
“As my promise, I back to you…”
“Really?! It’s really you Kai!! It’s not just a dream right??!!”
I hug him
“Yes, it’s me Dee…”
“But, why your hands are so cold? Your face…your face is so pale…what happen to you Kai?”
“I have to go now Dee, I can’t stay with you…I can’t make you happy anymore…”
“Kai…why? You already back right??”
I start to cry
“I promise I will be born again and I’ll be back to you…”
“Kai…”
“Dee…”
“If we can’t meet when am still alive, I’ll be born again, Kai…I’ll wait for you…”
”Dee…”
“I promise Kai, I’ll wait for you…”
“I’ll reborn…”
***
“I’ll reborn…I promise…”
“Dee~~!”
“Dee… I remember you Dee…”
And suddenly my sights turn black…
Brrrrrrm,,,,grek grek grek,,,,
I can hear the destroyer machines, which are the last thing I hear…
“Hey! Stop! There’s a boy here!”
”what??”
“A boy…! hey kid! Can you hear me?? Hey!”
***
After that, am sick and in my dream I always call her name…
And time goes on…
“Mom! I’m going now…!”
“Kai!! There’s nothing left right?”
“Nothing mom…and don’t treat me like a kid again, I’m already senior high school ne…”
And I go to school with my bike…
Now at the top of hill, there is a hotel that builds by my father…
So, it’s my turn to waiting for you Dee, now I’m already senior high school student, even many girls want me to be their boyfriend but I reject them, I told them that I already have fiancé…
Finally school today is finish, I can go back home now but as usual I go to the cape first…
And here I now, at the cape remember about you Dee, but…
Hey who’s there?
I see a girl was in this cape too…
I go to see her, and when she turns around I’m so surprised!
“Hey, what are you doing here?” I ask her
“Nothing just my foot, a little scar there…so hurt…” she answers
“Come, ride to my bike, I’ll take you home Dee…”
“eeeh!!!! Wh..why you know my name?? I just move to this town 3 days ago…”
“I’m Kai,..Kai Yutaka…come, I’ll take you home…”
ee..okay…”
And then she rides on my bike…
She looks like confused, I have felt like that before…
“eeh, Kai…how do you know my name??”
She asking me
“You want to know?”
“Un!” she nods her head
“Okay, I’ll tell you…it does begin when I’m moving to this town…”
~OWARI~
FANFIC - FiLth In The BeAuty 8
AuThor : ndy
pmaen : liat aja ntar
genre : tadix mw yaoi,tp gak jd..
Disclaimer : para pmaen bukan milik saya,they beloNngs to their m0m n dad..tp karakter mreka milik saya jd saya bebAs mw ngapain2 pke karakter mreka..Haha..!!
“ck,,ck,,ck,,~~
hiruu~~
pusss~”
“meooong~~”
“ayo sini pulang ke rumah dee~ hehe”
dan aku pun menggendong hiru ke adah rumah dee.
***
ting tong~~~
“yaa,, sebentaaar~~*
ckrek~
“eh,, kak yutaka,,ada apa?”
“hee,, uda berapa kali ku bilang jangan panggil yutaka,, kai saja~~”
“ehe, iya kak kai hehe.. ada apa?”
“ini mo balikin hiru,” ku sodorkan hiru ke dee
“wah!! pantas tak cari kmana2 gak ketemu,, makasi kak yuta,,aH! kai,, hehe”
“sama2..”
“kakak mo pergi ya?”
“iya, ada perlu ama reita,,”
“ooh,, reita itu yang tinggi, punya jambul kakak tua and pke kaen di idung itu?”
“iya.. itu reita,, knapa??”
“emang idung nya knapa?”
“gak tau juga,, aku juga ga pernah liat,,,haha”
“hoo,, yasu~ ^^”
“oke deh dee aku brangkat dulu yaa,,~~ jyaa~”
“jya,, ati2 yaa kak!!”
***
dee POV
jblam!
pintu ku tutup..
WAWAWAWA!!!!!!!! kak kai kerumaaaaah!!!!!
YATTA!! YATTA!!!!!
makasi hiruuuuuuuuu~~~~~
hehehe
***
kai POV
duuuuh,, mana sih si reita,, katanya mo dateng,, uda jam segini belom juga..-_____-
“kaaaaaaai~~~~ maap tadi sarapan dulu~~ hehe”
“hah! kamu sarapan? emang bisa masak? haha”
“wew! tadi dimasakin ama cindy~~”
“cindy?”
“iya,, yang tinggal nya di seberang rumah ku ^^”
“hoo.. nah terus kau mo ngomong apa nih?
“jadi gini~, setelah ku pikir2 gmna klo kita bantu dia..”
“dia?”
“iyaaa.. cewe di mimpi kita itu~~~~”
“caranya?”
“cari tau dulu ada apa dengannya knapa dia terlihat sangat tersiksa, lalu kita bisa tolong dia,,”
“oke!! terserah deh yang penting aku bebas dari mimpi itu..”
“haha,, eh! gmana kabar mu ama dee?”
“heeeeeeeeee~~~~ ada apa kok tiba2 nanya???????”
“pingin aja..haha.. saa, gmana?”
“yaa,, sama aja siih~”
“kamu harus cepet2.. soale si tetsu teman sekelas ku di kelas bassis juga suka dee,, tar klo kesamber dia kamu sakit hati loooh..”
“hah! tetsu??? ogawa itu?”
“iyaaaa… hadoooh,,, lemot amat siih -_____-”
“ee,, tapi aku malu ”
“kenapa?”
“malu aja….”
” yaudah,, brarti kmu tinggal nunggu dee diambil tetsu..jyaa~~”
“he,, reiiii~~~~~~~~~~”
haduh! dasar anak itu!! aku jadi kepikiran terus niiih~
***
reita POV
wah,, rumah ku jadi serasa nyaman ya~
hehe~
jadi betah di rumah~~
“inget ini letak nya jangan diubah2 lagi,, capek tau, ini piring tiap abis makan di cuci, gelasnya juga,, baju2 di loundry aja,,bla,, bla,,bla,,”
haha,, jadi keinget kata2 cindy sebelom dia pulang tadi~
anak itu cerewet banget~
jadi makin suka,,
EH!! aku bilang apa tadi????????
aaahh!! uda ah, tidur aja,,
***
besok paginya~~~~~~~~~~~~~
“hey god! are you ready~!,hey god! are you ready~,!”
uuuuuh~~ sapa lagi siiiih yang telpooon~
reita?? duuuh apa lagi???????
“moshi2 kai desu”
“kerumah gue dooooooooonkkkk~~~~~~~”
“ada apa?????”
“udah kerumah aja~~~~~~~”
“iya,, iya,,”
“jyaa~~”
“jya.”
huft,, ya udah deh aku mandi aja~
eh kok si hiru ga ke sini ya??
yasu lah~~~~
***
WARNING!!!!!!!!!! ADA ADEGAN MESRA2 ANNYA!!!!!!!!! YANG GA SUKA HARAP DI SKIP AJA ^^,
“hey god! are you ready~,hey god! are you ready~,”
hoh? dee?
*moshi2 kai desu”
“kaaak~~~ kerumah dee skarang~~ Hiruuu,, huaaaa,,,,”
“eehh,, hiru napa??? janga nagis,, iya iya kakak kesana~~”
dan aku pun segera berlari ke rumah dee
tanpa mengetuk pintu aku langsung masuk rumahnya~
“hiru knapa?”
“ga tau,, tiba2 dia jadi diem gini..huaaaa,,”
ku pegang hiru,, detak jantung nya masih ada
“masih idup kok,, udah jangan nangis,, jangan nangis yaa,,”
aku pun memegang pipi dee, ku hapus airmatanya..
dia masih terisak isak, ku angkat wajahnya,, entah dorongan apa yang membuat ku semakin mendekatkan wajahku ke wajahnya~
dan tiba2 saja aku sudah menciumnya..
“aishiteru dee,, aishiteru..” hanya itu yang dapat ku ucapkan
“kamu mau jadi pacar ku dee?”
“….”
“dee??”
“….ee,, mau kak~~”
“YATTA!!!! akhirnya !!hehe..”
meoooong~~
“nyeh~ hiru kelupaan!!!” kata ku
“trus gimana??? huaaaaaaaaaa”
“eee,, jangan nangis,, bawa ke tetangganya kak reita aja,, dia kan dokter hewan,, masih calon siih~ tapi paling gak kan dia ngerti.. lagian kakak mau ke rumah kak reita juga~~ gmana?”
“boleh deh~ bentar tak masupin hiru ke kandangnya dulu~~”
“oke ^^”
“eeeeeh!!!!! tadi itu apaaaaaaa??????? berani banget aku!! waaaa,!! maluuu!! apa kata rei nanti jika tau hal ini??.. tapi gak apa2.. paling tidak TETsu kalah!! hahahahahahahah!!!!!!!!!!!”
“ehe,,kakak ngapain ketawa2 sendiri??????? -_________-”
“ee,,etoo,, gak kok~~ yuk brangkat ”
TBC
OTANJOBI OMEDETOU OOM SHIROYAMA YUU~~~~~~~~~
WOW!! ULTAH!!
UDA TUA YAAAAAAA
HAHAHA
*DILEMPAR LEMBING AMA AOI*
TERIMALAH KUE TART DARI KU,,
PONAKAN TERSAYANG MU~~
-CInDY-
DAN INI ADA KUE JUGA DARI SUAMI SHEGA..
OTANJOBI OMEDETOOOOOOOOOOOOO~~~~~~~~~~~
FANFIC- FILth in The BeAuTy 7
REVIEW
PART 6
“APA!! kau juga memimpikan gadis itu?? sejak kapan??” tanya kai
“sudah lumayan lama, sejak aku SMA. kmu?”
“sama, saat SMA kelas 1.. dan mimpi itu selalu datang, dengan cerita yang sama”
“bisa kau ceritakan kai?”
“emm, sebaiknya kita jangan membicarakannya di sini, mari kita ke kafe aja”
“oke, ke kafe kare uta aja yuk! ”
dan kami pun menuju kafe kare uta~
***
“mau pesan apa mas?” tanya pelayan itu,
rambutnya hitam panjang memakai percing pula di bibirnya, dari papan namanya tertera nama AOI,,kafe aneh,,kok orang kaya gini di kasi kerja di sini,,
eh! kenapa aku malah jadi ngomongin orang ya!
“em,,aku nasi kare aja disini terkenal dengan kare nya kan?” tanya kai pada aoi
“yap!! anda benar! pemilik restoran ini, pak KEIYUU sangat suka makan kare”
“kau mau pesan apa reita?”
“emm,,kare soto aja”
“minumnya?” tanya aoi
“ES TEH” kata ku dan kai serempak..
***
“saa, kai, ceritakan dunk mimpimu itu~~?”
“ehem! jadi sejak aku kelas 1 SMA, aku selalu bermimpi ada di sebuah ruangan, aku tak tahu itu di mana,,yang pasti ruangan nya sangat gelap. di suatu sudut ada dia,, cewe yang tadi,,dia meringkuk di pojokan,sepertinya ketakutan.. aku mencoba meraihnya, namun seekor gagak hitam besar pasti selalu saja menyambarnya dan membawa dia pergi,, dan selama ini dia nggak pernah me ngangkat wajahnya, dia hanya menunduk,,namun di mimpiku tadi malam, ia menunjukkan wajahnya, dia minta tolong dan lagi2 gagak hitam itu membawanya pergi” jelas kai
“dan kau reita, gimana mimpimu?” tanya kai
“hampir sama, tapi yang menyambarnya adalah merpati putih besar..”
apa jangan2 gagak itu aku dan merpati itu kai ya? akh! aku tidak boleh berfikir yang macam2!! kai itu sahabatku!
“ada apa ya? kenapa kita bisa dapat mimpi yang sama seperti ini ya?apa ini sudah takdir?” tanya kai
“emm,,maybe,”
“misi mas karenya suda siap”
“arigachuu” kata kai~
“mari makaaan!!! ittadakimasu!”
dan kami pun makan kare itu dengan lahap..
***
kenapa reita jadi agak beda ya?
ada apa dengan dia?
ah! aku nggak boleh berfikiran macam2..
sebaiknya aku makan saja…
~TBC~
PART 7
reita POV
cih! ternyata kai juga menyukainya!
bruk!
tas ku ku lempar sembarangan dan aku pun melemparkan tubuh ku ke kasur ku,,
ya tuhan! apa maksud dari semua ini?
kenapa kai? kenapa wanita itu?
kau merencanakan apa tuhan??
huft, aku sangat lelah,,sebaiknya aku tidur..
dan aku pun menutup mataku
kai POV
huft, nampaknya reita tak suka klo aku juga dapat petunjuk itu, tapi gimana lagi, aku ga pernah minta bakalan di kasi mimpi itu,,!!
ah sudahlah, sudah malam, aku capek!
dan mata ku pun menutup~~~
***
keesokan paginya~
“hey God! Are you ready? Hey God! Are you ready?”
uuh~ hape ku bunyi,,
siapa sih nelpon hari minggu gini,,,
eh? telpon dari reita~?
klik
“moshi2 kai desu!”
“kai, ada yang harus kita bicarakan, kamu sibuk ga?”
“emm,,gak sih mang mo ketemuan di mana?”
“di taman gedung juang 45 jam 10 ntar”
“oke~”
“jya.”
klik
jangan2 reita ingin membicarakan masalah kemaren,, kira2 dia akan bilang apa ya?
huft ya sudahlah, aku mandi dulu~
meooong~~ meooong~~..
eeh, si hiru kamu masuk dari mana? kan pintu depan sudah ku kunci,,
jangan2 lewat jendela ya?? kucing pintar! hehe,
aku mengelus2 si hiru, kucing kecil berwarna oranye putih yang lucu!
tunggu disini ya, ntar abis aku mandi kmu tak kembaliin ke pemilikmu si dee.
aku pun menaruh hiru di kasur ku.
meoong,,~ meoong~
dan aku pun mandi~
***
huft,
aku bingung~ akan bicara apa ya nanti,,
hadoooh! bego amat sih kamu reita! nelpon kok ga buat rencana dulu!!!
TING TONG!
jah! sapa pula itu~
dan aku pun membuka pintu..
“eh, cindy ada apa?”
” ini di suruh ama mami anterin kak reita nasi ama sayur n lauk nya, kata mami kak reita kurus, jadi harus banyak makan! hehe”
kata cindy sambil menyerahkan tempat makan yang lumayan besar
“hehe,, dasar!”
aku pun memukul pelan kepala cindy, dan mengambil tempat makan itu, dia adalah tetangga yang baik sebenarnya dia sama2 tinggal sendiri sepertiku dia juga sering memasakkan ku makanan, namun alasannya pasti selalu ibunya padahal kami sama2 tau klo kami tinggal sendiri,
dasar anak itu,,hehe~
“ayo ndy sini masuk dulu..” tawarku
“makasi kak,,eh tapi kakak rapi banget, mo pergi ya? kemana? ama siapa? ngapain?”
“iya mo pergi, tapi nanti abis makan masakan “mami mu” haha.. sama kak kai kok ada yang perlu di bahas,,”
“ooh sou ka~”
“jadi mo masuk ga?”
“mau!!”
“hehe..ini anak!”
dan cindy pun masuk,
“khas apartemen cowok!” kata nya
“eeh?? apa?”
“bau rokok, berantakan, letak barang yang gak teratur, dll”
haduh, jadi malu aku,
jadi ingat saat kaki kai kena pinggiran kursi,,hehe
“yaa,, namanya juga cowok lah,,”
aku pun ke dapur, cindy ikut..
“ck,ck,ck,,,” cuma itu yang terlintar dari bibirnya dan cindy langsung mengubek2 dapur ku mencari sesuatu..
“cari apa ndy?” tanyaku
“sabun cuci piring nya mana?”
“mh? buat apa?”
“ya nyuci piring ka reita laah,, liat tuh!”
cindy menunjuk tumpukan piring kotorku,
“ee,,etoo…” aku pun speechless
“eh uda jam segini ntar kakak telat ketemuan ama kak kai nya,,” sahut ku ber alasan
“ya udah kuncinya tinggal buat ndy aja, biar tak rapiin nih apartemennya,,”
“eeh,, gak usaaaah~~~”
“JANGAN NOLAK! udah sanaaa pergiiii,,,,”
cindy mendorong ku ke pintu
“tapi ndy…!”
JEBLAM!
pintu di tutup ama ndy.
aku tau cindy kemauannya kuat, ga bisa di larang..
huft!
ya sudah lah~
dan aku pun pergi ke gedung juang 45 tempat janjian ama kai..
kata para pembaca : jah! narsis amat sih si author, sampe masup ke jalan cerita segala,, mana setting nya aneh! emang di jepang ada gedung juang 45? hhhahhaaa~~~
TBC~
FANFIC - fIlTh In The BeAuTy 3
A/n : the w0rd insidE (…) is the lyric..
REILA is REILA,not REITA..!!
G0men yg eDisi 2 trllu sdikit *bnyk yg pR0tes*
(toiki fusaku myakuUtsu’ue’ha.
Wakari ae nu guren o m0t0mu)
dugaAnku benar,ayah tertidur setelah maBuk dan kantUK nya tak tertahankan..
Aku keluar dr kamarku..UntUngx di kmr ku ada kamar mandi nya jd aku bsa langsung mandi..
Hari ini aku akan mendaftar kuliah..
Ya,aku bAru saja lulus SMA,knalKan aku REILA,aku tak tahu nama asliku siapa,
tapi orang itU,,the perS0n whIch i cALleD with “dad” memangGilku begitU..
Dulu si tUA genduT hentai itU tak sePerti itU, dia sangat bAik pdku,,
aku ingat,,
dia pulang malam itU di malam yg dalam mimpi pun ku tak ingin mengingat nya..
Dia pulang dalam keadaAn maBuk,
aku tahu,dia bru saja di pecAt dari perusahaAN tmpat dia bkerja tanpa alasn dan sbAb yg jLas..
Dan malam itU adlah malam naAs bgiku,
aku brteriak,aku ber0ntak,namun sia2..
Dia mengambil segala yg ku punya..
(cl0set mind is dist0rteD instaBility
please release me bef0re breaking..)
sjak saAT itU dia slalu sPrti itU,pulang dlm keadaAn maBuk dan menyiksaku..
sudah lah,tak ada yg bsa ku lakukan slain brtahan..Aku tak punya siapa2 selain dia,dan aku tak punya apa2..
Aku keluar dari rumah,brjalan menuju kampus tmpat ku akan mNdaftar,
oiya,aku krja part time,sejak ayah dpecAT aku lah yg bkerja..
Aku tak memperhatikan jalan,,
“BRUK!!”
“hey kLo jalan liat2 d0nk!!”
aku menaBRAK sese0rang..
“Ma..MaAf..” kataku
“huh!” dan diapun mengangkat berkas2x,spRtinya dia juga akan daftar kuliah..
Lucu skali dia msih pkai sRagam nya,
papan namax brtULskan “KAI YUTAKA”
dan dia pun brlalu,
aku pun mlanjuTKAN pRjalananku..
Tak brapa lama
“hei,,kau cwe yg rmbuT hitam..!!”
aku brbalik
“aku?”
“ya kmu..Aku mw tanya,,kLO ke univerSitas TODAI gmana y?? Aku bukan orang sini..”
“oh,km lurus aja,tar ada halte bus,naek yg jalur 3A,tar lngsung sampe” jelasku
“ehehe..Makasi ya..! Jya”
hmp..Orang aneh,dia pke n0sebAND,,
apa y yg di tUtUPI di bALIK n0sebAND itU?
Haha,.
Tp aku suka..Dia jd terlihat misterius..
(h0w l0ng..In humiliatioN,
the c0untlesS fatal scAr was b0m)
-in other sidE-
huft..CpeE..Akhrx nemu juga ni halte..
Aku pun duduk..
Eh,ada ank yg pakai seragam bAwa2 berkas sma spertiku..
Jangan2 dy jg mw daftar kuliah,
“eE..Ehem..He3..Kau mau daftar kuliah ya??” tanyaku
“hm? Iya nih,kmu juga?”
aku mengANGgUK..
“dimana?” tanya nya lg..
“di todai..Km?”
“wah sama! Aku di seni musik drum”
“aku di seni musik bAsS..Salm knal,aku akira suzuki..Tp pangGil REITA aja” ku ulurkan tanganku
dia menyambuT nya
“slm knal juga,aku Kai yuTaka,pangGil kai aja..M0h0n bntUANx..”
wuaAah..!
Asyik aku udah dapat tman bAru..He3..
Dan bis kmi pun datang..
FANFIC- FIlTh In tHE beAuTy 2
A/n : yg ada di (…) adlh lirik lgu fiLTH in the beauTY punya THE GAZETTE,,
REILA adalah REILA bukan REITA,..!! REILA cewek..
DugaAn ku benar,tak lama kmudian ayah telah terlelap dan aku pun mulai ngantUK,,aku pun naik ke kasurku,dan meringkuK dalam selimuT ku.
Setiap ku branjak tidur hanya satU d0a ku,ku harap suatU saAt ada se0rang malaikat bAik yang men0l0ngku dan menyelamatkan ku. Namun,
entah kapan hal itU akan di kaBulkan..
Mataku pun merapat,aku terlalu letiH..
Oh tUhan ku m0h0n kaBuLkan d0a ku..
(y0ur seEd and my SEeD never mixes.
The c0nNectioN of thIs bl0od is eternal.
Y0u cAnNot finish supPressing the dEsire.
To true daugHter-sexual disgraCe-)
in an0ther plaCe..
“aAarGh..!! Jangan..Please..Jangan pergI darikuU..Aku akan menyelamatkan mu..Jangan perGiii.,!!”
“hei..Hei..! Akira..! Bgun nak!! Bngun akira.,!”
“emMh? Eh, ayah..”
“kau berteriak2 dalam tidurmu..Ada apa nak?” Ruki duduk di sisi ranjang anak laki2 nya.
“aku pun tak tahu ayah,,hei! Aku menangIs??0h.. s0 embrasSing..!!” akira ngeDumel sambil mengHapus air mata nya.
“ya sudah nak,kalo gitU tidur aja lg,,bes0k kau hrus brangkat ke toKyo untUk kuliah” kata ruki
“bAik ayah,.0yasumi..”
“oyasumi nak..”
yah,namaku AKIRA SUZUKI,tapi nama keren ku REITA,semua orang memangGil ku reita,hanya keluargaku saja yg mManggilKu akira.
Aku bAru saja lulus SMA,Bes0k pagi aku akan brangkat ke toky0 untUK melanjuTKAN stUDy ku..
SebAIK nya aku tidur lg,,aku ga b0leh cApek..
Jadi pnasaran nih..Hal bAru apa ya yang akan ku temui di toky0 sana..
Ah,sudahlah,
aku mw tidur..
-tBc-
FANFIC - filTh in The BEauTy 1
AuThor : ndy
pmaen : liat aja ntar
genre : tadix mw yaoi,tp gak jd..
Disclaimer : para pmaen bukan milik saya,they beloNngs to their m0m n dad..tp karakter mreka milik saya jd saya bebAs mw ngapain2 pke karakter mreka..Haha..!!
A/n : yg ada dlm (…) adalah lirik lagu filth in the beauTy,
d0uz0o..
(the reverSe sidE of beauTy,it dyeD by beloveD fiLth-sexual disgraCe-)
“reila..!! Buka pintUx anak sial..!!”
pintU kamarku kembALi bergetar karena di dobrak brkali2 oleh ayah..
Yah, ayah ku,orang yg slama ini membesarkanku dan menyiksaku.
Aku pun tak tahu apakah pantas orang seperti dia ku sebuT dEngan panggilan “ayah”.
Dia memang membesarkanku,tapi dia bukan ayah kandungku,darah ku bukan bAgian dari darahx..
“buka cepaAt!! Reila! Dasar anak gak tau diri!! Cepat buka pintUnya!!”
aku tak bergeming dari tmpatKU,,aku meringkuk di salah satU suduT kamarku,jauh dari pintU,
aku takuT..Aku sangat takuT..Tapi aku tak dapat menangis lagi,airmataku sudah hbis,,selama 18 tahun aku hidup airmata selalu menetes,,mulai pd saAT dimana ibu kandungku meningGAL,
dan aku dibuang ke jalan oleh ayah kandungku dan,
akhir nya diriku diangkat dr jalanan oleh orang diluar kamarku itU,
yang slalu saja menyiksaku,,
aku dijadikan pelampiasan nafsu nya..
Ya,dia melakukan itU pdku..
(genwaku n0 umi shizunDA h0taru,
hitei wa y0kKYUu j0u nO us0,
mujun dE s0maru tai0n)
“reilaAa!!! Cepat buka atau ku bunuh kau!!”
dia masih berusaha membuka paksa pintU kamarku..
Ya tUhan,ku harap ini dapat berakhir..Ku harap ini hanya mimpi..
(risei wo yaburu aibu ni,od0ri tokekoMU haru wa fui ni)
tapi aku sadar inilah kenyataAn..
Aku sudah terbiasa dEngan ini,,dia akan langsung tidur setelah bir itU menguasai dirinya dEngan maBuk yg tak trtahankan..
(kagerawashiku?
My mind which falls)
ku m0h0n sese0rang..
T0l0ng aku…
FANFIC - bihein dE sken op PV chizuru,
Jdul : bihein dE sken op PV chizuru,
auTH0r : danexa l0ph K l0ph R yg lg suTeresu..
Rating : hum0r
pmaen : ank2 gajet.. Suka saia menistai mereka..(diGebukin fans2 gajet), sama ank arishu nain nyempil,
a/n : percyalah iniH hx FIKSi belaka…
BBrapa hri sblm syuTIng PV chizuru..
Rei : had0oh..Udah ah nyerah..!
Uru : nyeh, gt aj nyerah..
Rei : km hbat bgt sih..
Uru : y iylah uruha gt..Maen ginian mah keciiiil..
Rei : y..Y..Km hbAt bgt maenin chara evangeli0nx..Apa lg kL pke si ayanami rei..
Uru : ufufufu..*idung kembAng kempis cz di puji2* NO ONE CAN BEAT ME…!!
Mp0n : *muncul tiba2* buT i can BITE y0u..! gRAUK..! *gigit paha uru pke gigix yg sgeDe gaBan*
uru : UWAA..pahaku! Aset ku! TidaAa…!!!
Maka pada saAT syuTing PV chizuru, uru mati2an minta sPy pkeanx g buka2 paha..
Jdi lah pV chizuru ank2 gajet pke jas rapi jali..
H0h0..
0wari~
